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My New Of Hope

 It's been a while haven't writing anything to my blog. Tonight I going to update my stories line to my blog. It's like a new hope arriving and lets see where this goes. I wanna to share how happy am I when I found out I'm pregnant again. Its felt like still in a dream world. Yes, its was a dream come true. Let me stories after I got ectopic, Doc said maybe I'm can't have a big chance and hope after 3 month later you will conceive or after 2 years either you will not conceive at all.. by 50 percent chance but the good news is your ovary still producing many eggs. Relief to hear? not exactly, it's feel like a part of me taken away. But after think deeper of it, having or not I already have a 2 beautiful girls. Weather I will have or not that up to my body and GOD will. All I needed to do is..be a healthy again, relaxing and think of my generation and love one's beside me and family. After 3 months later, I went to Philippines to forget everything...

Travel to Philipine

This is my first travel to out of my county. Having fun and travel for fun, seeing other people life, eats and sweet sour memory is all in line. I been to Ermita, Metro Manila on 05.03.2012 to 07.03.2012,.. and on my last day 07.03.2012 to 08.03.2012 my last day at Angeles City, Clark, Philippine. It's was wild and a journey to share. On late arrival at Ermita, we checking on Rivera Mansion Hotel, where behind Hyatt Hotel and along the Madinini Street. A lot of hotel, 7'eleven (where can get cheapest food and drinks neither-less also halal for Muslim), Casino us just front our hotel, Robinson Mall just a few block, Chinese Temple and night life just along this street. I could not see the bay here, even we just front of the view of sea. It's blocking by zinc fence, i did asked a few people like hotel staff or diver taxi seems the answer is the same. Cause our front bay here we polluted and scare of ocean pirate. We on walking stre...

I was shocked and speechless- Part 2

9th Oct 2011, Sunday - I'm still confuse, my tummy still growing and I having problem with my sleeping. So tired, i do research from Google. The more i learn the more i scared. I had no idea where is my baby growing perhaps maybe slept and turning which left or right side having pain or something can give me a clue for where about my little one. If i going to kept it what happen, and i did try to express this word to my family. But my dad kept saying if this is ectopic I shouldn't carry on and for the best for me. I know it was threaten life, but I won't saying it cause my dad already lost my sister a year ago. So I kept it silent, maybe this was the best answering. If i can't have it this time maybe should have it another even it was lower percent. I suddenly remember my cousin get birth his 3th baby recently and got same problem when her 2nd also ectopic had to remove her left tube. She can do this so then I am (if i got it hoping not happening). My hubby and I was...

20 Things A Man Should Know About Women

TWO words, fellas--listen! Carefully. Because I am about to share with you a list of things you may want to know about women. Important things. Useful things. Things that may leave you shaking or scratching your head, but will nonetheless greatly enhance your ability to get along with us, if not understand or unravel the mystery of womankind. 1. We can tell just about everything we need to know about a Brother just by looking at his shoes. 2. Women like wild and crazy men for dating purposes because they're exciting and unpredictable. But when it comes time to choose "The One," we don't want tempestuous, temperamental and tattoos; we want responsible, reliable, real. (See, we're not so different from you after all.) 3. A surprise weekend at a romantic bed and breakfast is to a woman what 50-yard-line seats at the Super Bowl are to a man. 4. No means no! No matter how badly you were hoping/wishing/expecting it would be yes. 5. As a rule, we know when you...

Why Women Cry Easily

Here I wanna share stories that i read recently, wondering why woman easily cry cause I also easily cry too.This article really help a bite and good to share with a love ones. The owner of this article i'm not sure yet who but this getting me reading over and over again. I hope you like it too.. Why Woman Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the back to him, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong...

I was shocked and speechless- Part 1

I wanna share my moment during my pregnancy and how i get miscarry and what a shocking news to me and my family member. I so speechless that this was all my worry of instinct finally were answered. Well, having and arrival of twins not very high expected. Now having those sign symptom was wonderful but losing them was very painful. I didn't know that i having twins, after having heavy flow during my 7 weeks 3 days I went to doc again and have a scan either my bb inside my womb still there. Yeah, bb still there. But another concern me, the flow getting more..i'm having no pain at abdominal or back ached. I still feel some carving and sore breast. I change clinic which at Lintas area. I wont talk about who's the doc name, they say try this place maybe good to check my problem.  By that time i almost 8 weeks a day before, i consume i already miscarry and i can feel emptiness of my womb. No more bloating at my lower part. But my...

7 weeks!!

Well today was the 7 days~ my slight bleeds still on going. I'm having this crazy nausea, headache, mood swings and losing my appetite too. I felt like having insomnia and feels tired in morning and afternoon, hardly to sleeping during these days. I never been this situation, during my first and second pregnant my hubby was having this kind of feels like morning sickness and carving.. But this morning sickness was getting worst since 5week plus, were attacking me uncertain time and began losing my appetite. Carving? i haven't got that feeling yet, but i feel not teasing good in sweet, but my cooks seem salty my hubby said but i taste alright =) . Anyway- help me !!!!how to reduce this kind of feeling. Feels so suffering!!! I also want to share here, i cant wear any of my working skirt already or my office pants- tight. i think my belly getting bigger. Talking about office wear right, i maybe going shopping sooner for right out-fits. My friend's Carol ...